You

Apr 10 2009

I thought we would be to each other the same way as last time. I was wrong.

I’ve seen, through my life, people around me changing their attitudes, either worse, better, or controversial. Never ever has a change in a person affected me this much… I think about it everyday. When it comes, I can hardly do anything, I really hate that!

I know I’ve done something wrong. But I have never expected this huge change in our behaviors, to be exact, your behavior. Please tell me that it’s the stressing exam time that has changed you, and you’ll be changed back to normal when it’s over. Please!

Among these 2 years I’ve been here, you’re the one I feel most comfortable talking to. I don’t know why when we talked, stories, one after another, started to come out. How many times we stopped talking just of because running out of time, but plenty of stories left.

But look at you now. You didn’t reply my SMS. You didn’t even say bye to me when you left the library, something that a normal friend of mine did, and I really appreciated that. You didn’t tell me early when you left for that trip. You’ve changed the way you talk to me. Stories stop coming out of me; and you did nothing to fill the void, either.

All these, say something.

I know that I’ve done something wrong, I know it was wrong. And I really regret doing that. I have no right to ask anything back. But I’ll just keep asking, and hoping. Can I have my old YOU back, please?

One response so far

  1. Cũng muốn comment bằng tiếng Anh nhưng thôi, như thế sẽ không còn là Mập nữa? Mất đi 1 người mà ta yêu quý thế thì rất là buồn phải ko mày? Nhưng mày cố lên nhé, nếu buồn sẽ không tốt cho sức khỏe đâu? Nếu được hãy viết thư cho cô ấy, thư là thứ dễ đi vào suy nghĩ của ta nhất, nói một lần cho hết tâm trạng trong lòng bằng những lời thật nhất trong thư, nếu không thay đổi được gì thì mày cũng biết rằng, mày đã nói được hết cõi lòng? Cố lên nhé, còn Mập đây?

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