Archive for April, 2009

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Apr 30 2009 Published by under Life

Mai thi.

2h sáng, nói học bài mà không học, nó ngồi đọc truyện linh tinh. Lại là những mẩu chuyện về tình yêu. Dù biết đó là những mẩu chuyện đã dc văn chương hóa, lòng nó cũng cảm thấy nhẹ hẳn đi, đầy cảm xúc.Dạo này nó hay có cảm xúc vậy lắm. Thấy hay hay. Trước giờ nó đâu có vậy đâu.Hay là nó trở lại như trước kia rồi?

Get this from a friend, it made me feel.

“When a GIRL is quiet … millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing … she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions… she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers ”I’m fine” after a few seconds… she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you … she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest … she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday… she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ” I love you ” … she means it. When a GIRL says ” I miss you ” … no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person …. Find a guy … who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who … kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

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People around me

Apr 21 2009 Published by under Life

I spent a little time doing this picture today. Actually, this ideas has been in my head a few months back, but somehow I can only do it until recently.

These are the people that have formed my life. I enjoy every little moment I’ve spent with each of them. It maybe brotherhood, friendship, or love. To some I really feel they’re members of my second family. And to some, I used to want/have been wanting for my future family :-P

People Around Me

The order is really random, except for some region. If you haven’t got a chance to know them, let me introduce to you…

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Getting better

Apr 18 2009 Published by under Life

Just talked with sis L about her relationship thing, she seems to cheer up now.
I really don’t know why I can cheer up people’s problems quite well, but I can’t solve my own problem, I’m losing the girl I’m in love with.

I don’t know whether you really meant that or just pretend so, I just assume that all this is just a test you want to try on me. Why? Because friends don’t do this to each other, especially good friends! I also remember the time when you said you’re not ready and asked me to wait until May. I am.

Things are getting a little better these days. I kinda twist my mind and force my thoughts in a more positive way, still, on the same thing. Now that thing, instead of pulls me down, becomes something I’d have to fight for.

Besides, I’m recently in love with this woman Susan Boyle who stunned everybody on Britains Got Talent 2009 show. It was just 7 days after her video uploaded on youtube, and the hits jumped to 20M! The news even called her “The Woman Who Shut Up Simon Cowell”. For those of you who don’t know her, this is the link:

However, that didn’t inspire me as much as these videos do. Check them out yourself

Some times others will not like you or what you do. Just keep on pursuing your passion

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worst semester ever

Apr 11 2009 Published by under Life

Not feeling well, mentally and physically. I’ve been bothered by the stomach thing, and that sleeping disorder for so long. I hate it! Makes me not eating well, not sleeping well, and oversleeping.

This is the worst semester I’ve ever been through in NUS, even if the NOC offer counts.

Suddenly saw a quote from Dr Randy: “Brick walls are there for those who don’t want it badly enough”.

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Apr 10 2009 Published by under Life

I thought we would be to each other the same way as last time. I was wrong.

I’ve seen, through my life, people around me changing their attitudes, either worse, better, or controversial. Never ever has a change in a person affected me this much… I think about it everyday. When it comes, I can hardly do anything, I really hate that!

I know I’ve done something wrong. But I have never expected this huge change in our behaviors, to be exact, your behavior. Please tell me that it’s the stressing exam time that has changed you, and you’ll be changed back to normal when it’s over. Please!

Among these 2 years I’ve been here, you’re the one I feel most comfortable talking to. I don’t know why when we talked, stories, one after another, started to come out. How many times we stopped talking just of because running out of time, but plenty of stories left.

But look at you now. You didn’t reply my SMS. You didn’t even say bye to me when you left the library, something that a normal friend of mine did, and I really appreciated that. You didn’t tell me early when you left for that trip. You’ve changed the way you talk to me. Stories stop coming out of me; and you did nothing to fill the void, either.

All these, say something.

I know that I’ve done something wrong, I know it was wrong. And I really regret doing that. I have no right to ask anything back. But I’ll just keep asking, and hoping. Can I have my old YOU back, please?

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tắm mưa

Apr 06 2009 Published by under Life

Nó nhìn ra ngoài cửa, mưa, mưa to lắm. Đã lâu rồi nó không thấy mưa to như vậy (hay là đã lâu rồi nó không chú ý đến mưa?).

Nghĩ 1 hồi, nó chạy ù ra ngoài tắm mưa. Mưa lạnh, tỉnh hẳn người. làm nó cảm thấy thoải mái hơn nhiều. Nó chạy vòng vòng trong mưa như một thằng điên (nhưng mặc kệ, ai nói gì thì nói). Người ta nói mưa đem lại sức sống cho cây lá, còn nó thì tìm thấy sức sống của mình trong mưa. Lần gần đây nhất nó tắm mưa là tháng 12, lúc đó nó tắm thì chán, còn bây giờ, tắm vì cảm thấy không thoải mái.

Nhìn thấy 2 đứa bạn của nó trên lầu, nó chạy lên, ôm chầm tụi nó vào người (làm cho tụi nó ướt). Rồi nó chạy qua phòng của tất cả những đứa VN ở Eusoff, làm tương tự.

Bao giờ nó mới thoát ra được cái trạng thái này?!

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Apr 05 2009 Published by under Life

nó nhìn ra cửa sổ. mưa. trời buồn.  nó còn buồn hơn. tự nhiên nó cảm thấy thoải mái hơn khi trời mưa, nó biết có người cùng buồn với nó (ông trời). nó ước mưa thật to, đủ to để tiếng mưa ác đi những dòng suy nghĩ trong đầu nó.

vậy mà ông trời cũng ko thương nó, ngay khi viết những dòng này, mưa đã thưa đi, có dấu hiệu dừng hẳn. nó lại ngồi 1 mình, cặm cụi làm bài tiếp.

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